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emblazedParadox??? what the hell is that??

When I was in the quest of formulating something to beautify and design my blogspot account, I was thinking of a nice and catchy name for it! I wasn't able to formulate something in the internet shop so I just decided to continue my quest at home. I think and think and think until I found myself stucked with the word "paradox"! When I searched its meaning in the Encarta Dictionaries, it was posted as a noun meaning "person of opposites: a person with seemingly self-contradictory qualities", it was then the perfect word to describe who Ethileen Irese D. Eborra really is! Then I searched again for another word until I came up with "emblaze", an adjective that means "light something up: to light up or illuminate something" that would also describe me! After that, I then stopped my quest and tried to reflect if those words are really meant to describe me, of course YES!-in big bold letters with an exclamation point! Who truly am I?Ethileen Eborra is an all-grown up(physically) yet a mentally childish lass who sometimes don't understand herself! hehe!Sometimes, I got my nerves to be energetic and enthusiastic and I would even lead my friends to do all those idiotic and crazy stuff but sometimes, there's those idle moments when I just wanna sit at the corner, talk to nobody and got my moodmeter very low! That's for the "paradox" part. Now, let's tune into the "emblazed", despite all of life's challenges, trials, obstacles and negative things that came and will come along my way,I still empower myself with my confidence that I would say I got since the day I was born! For totality, I am never the person who is very sensitive and would walk away from life everytime something bad happens! I am a contradiction to that! I see life as something more and way, way, way above life's problems!Life for me is a sequence of characters engraved in a stone! It can never be changed! Our lives are already predefined by Above so no matter how big your problem is, don't worry,our lives always end with a happy ever after!
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Ethileen Unfearlessly Defined...

E-eating is what I do most of the freakin’ time!! It stimulates my taste buds and drives me in the greatest pleasure of life! As what they always say,“Di bale nang matakaw, wag lang gutom”

T-the foods I’m crazy about:
Siomai- I consider myself the “Siomai Queen”.
Burger-this is what I always order in the school canteen every afternoon if I have the bucks together with the next stuff...
Icepop-my favorite since I was still a fetus!I may have exaggerated myself but my childhood days would not be complete without this treat.
Lasagna-I haven't tried this Italian dish! Believe me, it's true!I've just seen this on magazines and TV cooking shows and it's really inviting so one day, I want to try the best lasagna!ever!!
Chocolate-for most people including me consider this as..HEAVEN except for those sugar-problematics and health-conscious species but for me..a chocolate a day,is 7 chocolates a week!

H-hair for ladies are their crowning glory but for me, it's the other way around! It's my shameless crown!I really hate my stiff, dry hair!I even have white hairs!gggrrr...! In need of hair treatment!

I-indoor jerk is what I always am! I just try my best to do stuffs even though I'm at home but it's kinda boring sometimes so I would go out of the house and find something entertaining, like updating my blogspot account!!hehe!

L-living in the Philippines in the next 5 years is not my thing! I want to explore everything outside the borders of my country!It's not that I'm not nationalistic but for me, this is my dream and I want it so bad!I want to experience other countries' culture,the snow and all those stuff that this country can't offer! NO OFFENSE

E-entertainment is what I'm not bored of! whether in the field of showbiz, games and gadgets or just the ordinary hour of watching a show on TV!I just want to be ...entertained just to kill the boredom.

E-evening is my favorite time of the day!I got the chance to give time to myself, do all the necessary works for tomorrow and it's the time when I can get my good night sleep!

N-nothing can stop me in doing what I want!I have my dreams and ambitions already prepared and I want all of these to come true and I know I can do all of these with flying colors! my motto??-Dream big!

dream checklist revealed

Wishes and Dreams that already came true and that are coming true!

1. Meet and greet David Cook.
*2. Have an all-seafood meal.
3. Attend a royal masquerade ball.
4. Wear a Korean traditional costume.
5. Do dubbing! just wanna torture my voice.
6. Be part of a famous, top-rating show.
7. Go beyond the borders of the Philippines!
*8. Get a hair, face and nail treatment!
9. Win in any raffle draw.
10.Have my own sweet home.
11.Create a program that will make me famous in the field of programming. Just to be named 'The female version of Bjarne Stroustrup' is really ok for me!
12.Shop at Hongkong , Singapore and Japan!
13.Visit Hollywood.
*14.Cook a sumptuous meal.
15.Have my own white,elegant laptop!

LEGEND: * - already came true

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